Dear Me,

August 21, 2011

Dear Me,

I LOVE you! Please remember how GOOD you feel eating raw these past 3 days! Please stay strong! It's not worth it eating those cooked, processed, junk foods! Remember how bad you feel when you do? How sick you get? How hopeless you feel? Keep on having faith! Remember that your Heavenly Father led you, brought you to raw foods after all your prayers, asking, searching, doctors, pain, fear, anguish...remember when you met Katherine? Remember the powerful witness of the Spirit?? Don't EVER forget it!! Remember the girl who had psoriasis and after 3 years on a raw, vegan diet she was cured?? You TOO will be cured!! You must have faith. Be strong! Keep eating raw! Trust in the Lord. You will be able to show others with Lichen Schlerosis the way to cure this terrible disease. You can resist the temptations that surround you every day, everywhere! You can because you can remember how it was when you gave in. You can remember how awful you felt. Remember, remember, remember! You feel so good right now. It is so wonderful to feel this good! It's just going to get better!! Have faith, and trust in God. Lean on Him for strength. You can do it! You WILL do it! I love you so much and want youbto be happy and whole! I am always here for you!

With all my heart,
Me

Struggling..

August, 18, 2011

I haven't blogged. I've been struggling. Emotionally. Seems like I just want to forget about everything and do what's easier. Eat like my family does. Unfortunately, doing that makes me feel bad..all around. So. Here I am. Blogging about it....I'm in a phase of "Who cares! Nobody does!" , "I won't ever get better anyway.." , "I'm tired of fighting.." Waaaaaa! Poor pitiful me. Anyway. I'm sure you really want to hear me whine. Worst part is, I know what I should say to someone like me..."Buck up little camper! Just keep swimming. Don't lose sight of your goal! One day at a time! You will make it! Never give up! You know what's right so just DO IT!" Well. I will pull myself up again, as many times as it takes. Stop betraying myself. That's my goal for today. Be true to myself. I can do that. Today.